I have no will power. I am addicted to carbs. Matt and I started a weight loss challenge about two months ago. At first I was so motivated and doing great with my portions and cutting way down on simple carbs, but as of the past couple of weeks I just don't seem to care. I had lost 5 lbs. and was so proud of myself. Now I'm scared to even step on the scale because I know I've gained it all back. Why did I undo all my hard work? That is so lame! Matt and I leave to go to Roatan, Honduras on May 1st for our 12 year anniversary and that means I have to squeeze my behind into a swimsuit. The weight loss challenge for me was proving to myself that I could have some will power and keep my portions under control. I am failing!!! So, I figure that by putting it out here that it will hopefully motivate me to stay in control. Already today I think I have eaten the equivalent of three pieces of cake. Some for breakfast, some for snack, some for lunch, some just to even out the row. And most of it was after I went on a good, long walk. UGGGHHH! Now I must go chug A LOT of water to flush out the toxins:0) Any tips?
By the way... my dear friend brought me a starter for Amish Friendship Cake, so yesterday was the actual baking day. That's what I've been munching on. It's SO GOOD! Evil, but good.
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Oh girl. I feel for ya. I'm the SAME way. I love my goodies too much.
Soo... it's a small world... one of my best friends is in Farmington ward and knows you and your inlaws! I'll have to email you.
Oh man...Amish Friendship Cake...I think that friend was sabotaging you!!
I have no answers for you--I just ate most of the treats I got for my piano students! Evil!
My name is Dani and I too am a carb addict! I ate almost a dozen cupcakes myself in a 2 day period! yikes! Don't be so hard on yourself, Tonya! You are beautiful just the way you are!
Hmmmmm I've been Chompin on Hershey's Bliss, and Lindt Truffles all night!!!! So good! D*#N Chocolate! ;)
I cannot comment on this because you're well aware of what's going on with that wagon I fell off of and is heading way down the road. Ugh! I'm not even running after it at this point.
I think the first step is to be conscious of it. So, you're well on your way.
You're beautiful no matter what!
Hey Tonya I know how your feeling, but I know what you can do. I have been on weight watchers for 2 Months and I have lost 22 Lbs. You will be able to eat your carbs and still loose weight. You can do it!!!
Amish Friendship bread is the best! You need to try making it with the cheesecake pudding mix. So yummy!
Hang in there. The important part is your trying. I think that is what matters. :)
All I can say is if you don't want to eat it, don't have it in your house! I have no will power either and will need to get some once I feel up to it again. I have a bit to loose thanks to my new bundle(I have never gained a lot during pregnancy- this one I did).
But you do look fine and I wouldn't worry- so long as your swimming suit fits- just shake your bum and enjoy hanging out in a suit for several days! I am sure Matt won't mind.
I stuggle with my addiction, too! I love me some carbs...in almost any form!
I wish you luck in your battle (although I think you already look fabulous! Seriously!)
What fun trips you do, Nic and I are celebrating our 10th this september, got any ideas? Nevermind, I'm going to call you.
geeze ton, i always think how great you look ~ 4 kids!!!
chris and i are little weight loss buddies lately. we keep each other motivated and it makes a big difference! for me, i have to keep my calories way low (like no more than 1200 a day) and the calories have to count (lean meat, fiber, low carb, fruits and veggies). i've succumbed to the fact that i am not a thin person naturally and that it takes a lot of work and focus to maintain a healthy weight. my main motivation since having kids is being an example to them. i have been trying desperately to lose this baby weight since we have two big weddings this summer (jake's bro and trav) and so far i'm down 13 pounds with about 17 more to go! but today i just wasn't feelin' it. some days are so much harder than others. keeping a journal helps me figure out what made me "fall off" that day so i can avoid it next time. i CAN NOT eat any sweets, not even a taste, or i am done. at least for that day anyway! i have to exercise and i often am the only one in the house not enjoying a bowl of ice cream. it's not fair. but, i really don't feel good physically, emotionally or mentally when i'm overweight so it's worth it.
stay focused! you can doooo eet!
I love all things carbohydrate. The simpler the better. Bread, donuts, cake,...you name it. I have so enjoyed losing weight with this surgery but am sad to think I'm sure I'll gain it all back as soon as I start really eating again. Sigh....
Hang in there. I feel the same way. Lauren had chicken pox so we were cooped up for awhile and it made me fall off the truck. But I'm back on today....we'll see about tomorrow. One day at a time.
I wanted to tell you I tried the asian lettuce wraps you posted on the Better Than Drive Thru blog and they were really good!!! Thanks for the recommendation.
Man, why is it all the not-good-for-you things that I have to love!
I feel your pain! I too love carbs, and sweets! My will power sets in when I am motivated--right now I am looking for a motivation.
I THINK YOU LOOK GREAT! EAT CAKE!
Aren't we all!!!????
I too am addicted to carbs...and sweets...and FOOD! I wish I was one of those people who "eats to live" but instead I'm one of the ones who "lives to eat!"
I feel your pain! I'm still trying to lose the last of my baby weight. I know what to do it's just convincing myself that I'll live without those yummy sweets!
Good Luck!
Tonya, Cute blogg!!
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Hope to see you soon
Terri
My advice, for what it's worth, is love yourself the way you are! You're beautiful, and cake is yummy.
But my other, more practical advice is drink a glass of water before you hit the snacks. Count your chews and try to make each bite last to about 24. You get to enjoy the experience of eating for longer! When you're jonesing in the afternoon, head out for a quick walk instead.
Hope you post a picture of those buns in Honduras!
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